talking about design, i think a lot of design students know nuts about it. 

i m one of them i guess.

it is more than to make things pretty, it is the concept. last GD class, one of the girls cried because of intensive critiques. i was quite surprised by the comments given by the class. the first so-critical critique session. it does help. i am not so 'mean' thou. sometimes i really think that a concept sucks, but why bother to tell someone who is sooo full of himself about it? saying that my concept is too normal, while his idea totally cannot make it. there is a reason why we have 4 months studio modules. there is a reason why we are forced to take history modules. we have lots to learn. ok looking at it at a different perspective, he is just.. too confident. 

indeed i m killing myself taking 5 studio modules like now. i am just too kiasu at first and want to learn EVERYTHING at one goal. someone told me that i m a wonder woman. someone who makes him wonder. wonder how i can manage my time, juggling with studies and tuition. i told him that i cant manage. i screwed up almost everything. just that i love to act tough in school, so no one is able to see that side of me. 

i guess we must learn to be satisfied with what we have. hey you have the money to buy the best  gadgets/materials, to print, to eat or to blah blah blah. why are you still complaining? when you dont even have to worry about your meals / when you have lots of time to experiment and improve and sleep. why are you complaining about it? boils my blood. 

i shall stop complaining about such people. complaining is for the weak!

miss the days when i can see my girls everyday. 

was cyber stalking people on facebook just now. saw his photos. and i felt very proud of myself because i am not affected at all! it contradicts my stalking actions actually, defeat the purpose. he changed from an innocent boy to a party animal. i am happy for myself as i have made the right choice. when i looked back, i feel like laughing at myself. but it was a lesson learnt. we were childish at that time. 3years later when i look back again, i guess what i m doing now will be seen as childish too. 

:)