COME ON. DONT BE SOOOO IDEALISTIC

i promised myself not to hug buddha's leg for exams, but i m doing it again! too engrossed in school project, and so forgot about exams. how i hope i can concentrate on one thing at one time...... quite envious of those who can concentrate on studying. recently keep thinking if i m in the right course or not. is it better to do something that is more hmmm normal? sleeping normally at the correct time... 

spent about 12 hours in school and i already cant stand it. so weak... and i fell asleep in the lab :( 

sometimes... it is hard to trust people, because of bad experiences. outsiders wont ever understand our pain because those people are from the amazing-gang. so amazing that you cant imagine what they will do. it is easy to say but hard to do... we cant be too idealistic in this world. get to see more and understand more... you will know what i mean. it is very different from last time, project work or whatever group work. so enlightening. 

amazed by people who are sooo confident of themselves. people who are overly confident actually know NOTHING but crap 0_0  they ASSUME they know everything, and so they will never improve. NEVER!! 

humble people are the best people in the world.. humble bees.