give me nothing but trouble...i guess i know why i m feeling so unhappy. because this is not what i want... feel so tired of everything. of not having support, not having encouragement, not having some kind of help... and i dont want to take care of anyone now. it is so tiring... 

when you are too 'strong', the others seem to be too 'weak' for you. when the others feel 'weak' compared to you, they will want to try to be 'stronger', but may be.. in a wrong way.