28.4.09

mindF

first day without ah jian.

a bad day in school. i blame myself for trusting the wrong people. listening to the wrong advices. theres a high chance that i wont get this internship. i really blame myself for everything. being mindF by the school and professor in charge. she is soooo responsible that she failed to send me all the documents for the internship. promised me before. and break the 'promise' later. so what should i do now? well theres a way to everything i know. but cant help feeling ((*%&^&&#%$%^&*(. so yeah i screwed my plan up. just a reminder to people out there that think everything is sooo simple (or you think that you are the best blahhh blahhh), always prepare for the worst. 

well maybe that a good sign. i still can live without internship. i will spend my time doing my FYP. improving my works. do more paintings. read more books. exercise more. just that i have to take 6 modules in my year4. nevermind lo! what to do right? 

take it easy >_< 

ah jian must be doing handstand at somewhere in cambodia. 

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