after everything has ended. friends and mum actually support my decision. they agree with what i think. so guesss i m really right. i m really relieved and happy. 

but seriously, i find it ridiculous. whats there to be peaceful about? whatever i've explained, is rejected. and then...? just feel that, there are so many better people around. even an A1 is nothing. we can be better and better and better! 

for now, i know what i want. 

i want this semester to end as soon as possible. enjoy my sleep. enjoy my life. enjoy the day. enjoy time spent with everyone. enjoy looking at each other, pinching each other. 

hang on