cant believe that i m starting school now today yes today now....... when i think about it, i feel hmmm nervous? scared? not excited at all? 

i think my heart is still on holiday. 

just received MY's message, feel so touched! haha. easily touchedd me. yes school is still the best place, of course. no matter what will have to hang on... but somehow i feel that school is not my place man. i can understand what yao means. but ya... hang on. 

actually i m really weak.wahah!