honestly i feel like giving up
从来没有这种感觉过
give up means... change what i m doing now... i really feel like giving up
got fine again. $80 plus $10 plus library fine. dont know what i m doing. keep forgetting things... keep wasting money. but thats not the point. i feel like giving up. 2years 2years and i still dont know what i m good at what i m doing.
everyday when i reach home, feel so tired and upset. didnt tell anyone cos who cant understand...? is liked so demoralized... so sick of my own work. too much stress on myself. 2years le.... if i m still like that... how?
how if i change course... to do something that depends more on studying hard?
honestly i cant take the stress that i m giving to myself but i dont know how to stop myself from giving myself too much stresss
they say guys in design school are cold blooded. i agree... theres no way u can tell them your emotional problem. to them is stupid. and you are weak. the reply i got..sad for what?
ya true. they dont understand cos they are too strong.
4 comments:
hey, everyone faces the same problem before and this includes me as well. so dont too fed up with these obstacles along your uni life.
Solve each problem practically. For instance, get a diary and discipline yourself to record any deadlines (e.g. return of books) into the diary. It should be a small little comfortable one where it is easy for you to carry everywhere you go.
Over stressing yourself will simply make the matter worst. Calm down, cool down... take a stroll around your neighborhood or with your love ones. I does face the same problem, giving myself too much stress occasionally. I will push myself to take a slow walk around my neighbourhood and temporary forget about the workload, concentrate instead on those sweet moments in life or those exciting stuff that i wish to do.
Come mon, dont give up, solve each problem, cross each hurdle one by one and with courage. =)
most importantly, ask yourself is this course your dream course? your interest? follow your instincts sometimes....
u are more than half way there...perservere n nv give up! =)
girl..don't be too upset over those ppl who dont appreciate you or your work..It is always subjective. And no great artist or person ever had a smooth start, they were even scorned at!! Please keep up with ur own style. And dont let your dreams die in others' hands, and your job is not to please those ppl..it is to please urself! it is about you and only YOU
and one more thing..
you are not alone..I am workin on it too..hahaa..dont loose ur direction ok..always remind urself.
and PLEASE!! could you set alarm in hp or sth? IT'S FRIGGIN' EXPENSIVE MAN!!!
Lol..take good care of yourself dear! miss ya..
hhmmm... rmb what I've told you... changing course will not solve the problem de.. just hang on k.. i know its easier said than done, cos i'm not going through what you have been going through... but i'll be around for you if you need me k...
With lots of love,
ping... =)
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