i stared at my results blankly for quite long.hoy should i feel? hmmmm... expected ba. not very bad. not very good. normal in the middle.
of course i m disappointed. i m always disappointed with my results. unless i get all A's? i dont know... hate people asking me about my results. i told everyone that i cant log in (except for some friends that i trust). i dont want them to ask. i hate to see B-, after studying soooooo hard for it. maybe i really dont have the brain to study? makes me feel so useless so stupid.
yes i m afraid to lose. lose to people. lose face. lose to myself.
ya loh. 就是那么讨人厌.
输不起.
but ok la. my results... not as bad as i thought.
有点讽刺. didnt do well for major. but did quite well for photography. maybe should consider changing major.......?
one is to earn money, one is to waste money.
another thing. i feel really dumb when people did better, and still say 'wah i anyhow write oso can get A'. ya loh. i didnt anyhow write leh and i put in effort in my work leh. buti got a B-. aye why m i so stupid ah? can B- stay away from me anot.... should i believe that they anyhow write? or think that i m really a dumb dumb? how ah?
i hate you minus.
feel quite bad. friend failed one of his module. but instead he was the one consoling me, cheering me up. so bad me
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aiyo... u're not stupid la... maybe our method of studying is wrong? or maybe our answering technique isn't up to the standard? actually for those people who said they anyhow study, i doubt they anyhow study... good grades dont'just come easily...
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