going to be the last day of business. our dada presentation!! then hoohoo. byebye graphic design history :D didnt prepare much for this presentation. i dont know why i m like slacking so much but i m still damn tired.

chatting with farah about songs which bring back memories. she talked about jay chou's 2nd album. hais. thought of kanghong. will i feel sad thinking about him? yes ba. maybe not as sad as last time. but ya... i still miss him :( think everyone will miss him too ba. he loves jay chou's jian dan ai. hais. it will be better if he is still around. the feeling of someone leaving you forever is so hard to describe.

dreamt of something bad yesterday. something like that. the feeling is so painful. just like when i received xiaojing's sms about kanghong. hais. dont know how to describe. it is scary. i keep thinking of ways to bring a dead person back, alive. it is impossible of cos. that's the painful part ba. no matter what u do, he is still dead.

hmmm what m i talking about?
ok i m not sad or emotional now. just some thoughts ba.

and people who are alive. should cherish what they have. i dont understand why people love to make themselves sound so pitiful. i mean, lie. so sickening. whats in their mind? -__- pui